fallen~Angels with Broken Wings

dun look down on yourself

2009-05-17T05:05:00.002+08:00

most importantly is you believes in yourself.
in lifes, not everything that we do gets recognise.
you need to believes in yourself that some day you will
get rewarded for your efforts.
obstacles are bound to happened.
and it's just how you handle it

baby i love you

2009-05-17T05:02:00.003+08:00

No matter what i've said to you in the past.
dun be too bother by it.
because whatever you become,
or change into,

I WILL STILL LOVES YOU AS MUCH AS I DO NOW
i will love yuo for what your hearts are,
and not what your size is.

end day.. ... .. ...

BABY, Ray LOVES YOU!!!!

the history

2009-05-14T20:53:00.002+08:00

Was viewing my facebook photos then old memories came back.
well, how i wish we were still like before.
the 4 of us go out together almost every weekend.
those days were nice and filled with so much laughter.

now we almost as if no contact at all.
are we really that busy with our life that we cant even meet up
like once a month??

it's really hurts me that thinking our friendship is gone
just like that......... ... .. . ..... ....

damn sianz

2009-05-05T02:46:00.002+08:00

Hello everybody.
im back =D
taiwan was fun. *chao zan de* haha
the weather is cool, better then sg.
and the club,
pay 30 and the drinks is free flow de lor.

plus shi lin the place, super good to shop.
i almost shop till i drop.

hmmmm no pictures to post, cos i LOST MY CAMARA!!!!
bye~~~

R n R

2009-04-28T07:47:00.001+08:00

1 more days to RnR but it's not important..
most important is im able to see my girlfriend again..

been here for 2-3 weeks... and i miss her much..

TAIWAN

2009-04-18T22:39:00.002+08:00

haha.. baby got 1 month free time in singapore,
but i also not so bad lah..
i got 3 days R&R in taiwan. hah hah hahs

hmmm... first day.. .. .. ......
i think i will go shopping and know some girls on the way,
then night time will ask them out for a walk or sth.. ..

then second do the same thing but know a different girl.
i wann to drink till drop leh..
then also wan to put tattoo..
hurhur..
well. will be going outfield for the next 5 days..
wouldn't be able to call you le..
weather here is cold but no choice but to bite the bullets.

take care people back there ^_^

WHERE'S MY MONEY GOES?!?!?!?!?!?

to taiwan

2009-04-10T02:19:00.001+08:00

BYE BYE SINGAPORE!!!!!!!
HELLO TAIWAN =D

words of truth

2009-04-07T21:31:00.002+08:00

To my baby girl mink,
i will never treat you like
how marcus does to her.
Me love to you is forever true,
and if ever one day we broke up,
it's because i don't love you anymore.
Not i have another girl outside.
Nor i get you pregnant and dump you.

this is something you can TRUST me

to my beloved baby girl 'MINK'

to my girl

2009-04-05T20:16:00.003+08:00

baby baby,
i might have betray your trust
but never once i betray your love.
the reason for me to act like
"no big deal" is because i think that
if i betray your trust,
it's a "probation" in terms of law.
but if i betray your love,
IT'S A DEATH SENTENCE!!!!!!

overall whatever i've done is all for,
OUR HAPPINESS

tired

2009-03-29T01:00:00.004+08:00

too tired to blog my life..
so i jus post photos and
ppl out there throw question... =D
(if u had any...)

5 minutes, 10 illusions

2009-03-29T00:44:00.003+08:00

how i wish i was a magician.. ... ...
(dreaming.. dreaming.... ..)

For the first time

2009-03-03T01:01:00.002+08:00

many things happened on my trip to brunei.
shocking news. happening things.
bad 21st =(

am i happy or am i worried?
what fuck feelings is this???
it's sucks

after 12

2009-03-01T01:35:00.002+08:00

today went movie with my girl
K-20 is the show.
after the movie girl actually wanna give me surprise de.
like lighting a cake. but she dun have lighter. haha
but i saw thru her surprise haha.
so it was quite "sianz diao" for her lor.. *smirk laugh*

but afterall i still got surprise from her lah..
cant believe her 1st intention to celebrate for me,
is at night SAFARI lor.. but well.. ..... ...
due to the stupid rain, i cancel the trip..
cause i assume the animal will hid in their den cos it's raining
whole day mah. they are jus like human de lah.
dun tell me you guy hang yourself outside when it's raining?!?!?!
of course u prefer sleeping at hmoe right? =D

okay.. and girl finally allow me to do sth she dun like. haha
but girl dun worry lah..
it's just once in a blue moon only hehehehehehe.... .... ...

oh yar.. forgot to mention,
she got me a small coffee cake.
looks ar... hmmm.. .... .. 1/10 lor.. lol
then the candles.. i give it a 9.5/10
because nothing is perfect except for her only. X_X
then the taste.. ... .....
actually quite tasty yar know? aroud 8/10 bah..
overall...
i give it a 8.5/10 hehe

tmr is SENTOSA loh...
follow by dinner at home with families ^_^

my day

2009-02-27T18:01:00.002+08:00

MY DAY IS COMING SOON =D
JUST WANNA HAVE IT SIMPLE ^^

read it alre

2009-02-27T16:39:00.002+08:00

baby, i read your post le.
haha dint notice your room can actually be so messy de lor.
last time clean up for you also not so messy haha.

hmmmmm and regard the post about dancing strip tease..
haha. u sure u wanna see a boney man dancing strip tease not?!?!
l0l well.. if u wan, i will do it on my birthday. hehe
how about that. but also must see my mood on that day.

i'll be a better 'boyfriend' =D

fly away...

2009-02-14T00:37:00.000+08:00

fly away in less than 1 hour time..
i love you mink..

muack muack..

mink

2009-02-13T16:42:00.002+08:00

while im going to brunei for 2 weeks.
i had 2 worries.
first is money issues,
second is baby.
she my biggest worry of all..
im worried about her not knowing how to take care of herself.
getting bully by others.
i trust her to take care of herself bah

2 more weeks.

2009-02-01T15:00:00.002+08:00

well well.. going to brunei in 2 weeks time..
not ready and will nv be ready de..
haha..

had a change of song but sth is weird leh..
think i need jasmine or joanne to solve it for me again le
>.<

and who can find me 说好的幸福呢 by jay chou??
i wanna imeem de so i can put as blog song..
ytd search whole night canot find lor

Chinese New Year is round the corner

2009-01-23T23:14:00.002+08:00

hmmm... 2 more days for reunion dinner le. kinda look forward to it..
dun why leh..

haha

>.<

like grow older then wanna spend more time with family members lor.

so long time nv really talk to mum for hours le..

haha..

too bad my girlfriend cannot join me. =(

but it's okay..

because this will not be the last year we celebrating together. =D

course

2009-01-18T14:03:00.002+08:00

be4 going on course..
everyone was saying:
"eh sim ar, go chalet le huh.."
or SIW stands for soldiers in wonderland..

end up when we got there..
it ain't no chalet or soldiers in wonderland lor..
it was like a stress place for us..

everyday lesson end at 5+ or 6+..
then seldom got nights out.
place the lesson super pack.
so pack that after lunch got no time for afternoon nap..

still prefer 4SIR after all..
although got alots of rules and regulations,
but at least we get to sleep more often..
is this the life of a 1st year soldiers?

well.. girlfriend..
happy 5 months together..
we will be lasting de. ^^

bye 2008

2008-12-31T20:50:00.002+08:00

it's going to be a brand new year
and i wish everyone a happy new year
well 2008 to me duno consider good or bad,
and for 2009 i wish and i know it's gonna be better
then 2008 de. because i am in control of my life.

2008 is abit of messy lol and 2009 is special.
because i had hui ru and it's also my 21st birthday year
so to all people out there.
have a great year in the year of OX and wish u luck in everything
you do. ^_^

it's gonna be 2009 in another few hours time so.... ...
lets us all celebrate... yeahhh...
*pop champange*

sunday already

2008-12-28T14:17:00.002+08:00

1 more day to the end of my holiday.
and 3 more day to New Year Eve.
well well.. what am i going to do on that day..
haben decided yet.

just think about today...
ltr where shall i go with my gf..
should i watch movie?
or go elsewhere.. i duno.. ^^
nevermind, we see ltr..

hmmm.. this week not bad.
at least got 300 in my pockets alre

bad christmas

2008-12-26T10:01:00.002+08:00

it was a really terrible day for christmas in my entire life.
doing guard duty on the 25th which is christmas and report back to
camp on the 24th. haiz..

the whole 3 level which is my storey black out.
got no lights nor fan. damn shitty lor.

then on the 25th of guard duty. keep kena fuck.
jus kena tekan like nobody business. damn sad.
and my silly girl think im not proud of having her as my gf.
what's wrong with my world MAN?!?!?!?!

merry christmas

2008-12-24T19:59:00.001+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS baby..

thanks for making my holiday wonderful ^^

it's seriously feels good spending my time with you.

merry christmas

2008-12-14T19:15:00.001+08:00

hope you like the early christmas present i gave you ^^

sianz.. flu for like 5 days in a row and yet.. ... ....
tmr still got IPPT to go. sick and tired of it.
if fail or deprove, has to stay so RT lesson on sat.
if miss, also got RT to go.. haiz.. hope i could get sliver tmr.

this fight will end

2008-12-12T23:03:00.002+08:00

baby.
this quarrel will end soon.
all this is just part of my plan.
it a surprises meant for you not to forget.
im still the same old me.
i will try my very best to make up for this quarrel de.
trust me and trust my heart.
i still loves you deeply.
nth in this world can compare my love for you.

my planning is i can says.
30% complete. 70% to go..

im dying now. breathing difficulty

my weekends

2008-12-08T20:14:00.003+08:00

went to watch BOLT with my gf and renny at cwp..
initally yew ting coming along too de lor..
but she last min then come out.. told her to reach at
9.00pm but she 9.45om then say she coming out.
then we told her to stay at home and meet us up ltr.

the show was nice and pretty funny..
good for family and couples lor. ^_^
i had my fair share of laughter for that movie.
dun mind buying DVD home to watch sometime soon.

and well..
we was late when meeting renny..
i guess it was around an hour late bah. but it's alright de.
haha. cos im simply used to been late while meeting my friends.
lucky for my gf lor, i dun late when meeting her de. =X

and we went yoshinoya for dinner.
after dinner which is movie (Bolt)
and the 3 of us went to my gf house to watch some DVD while
waiting for yang ting to reach(the forever late comer)

then yew ting reach le and they watch a thai horror movie.
which i find it bored then horror..
after that we go sleep.
then sleep halfway, my gf and yew ting keep disturbing me.
keep trying to pull my pillows away from me.(that what i heard from my gf)
then the harder they pull,
the tighter i grab on to it(in my sleeping mood)
haha. and renny and yew ting went back around 6am like that while i continue
sleeping..

I WANT THE RED ALERT2 DISC!!
I WANT TO PLAY GENERALS!!!!
ARGH.....
boring monday..

ps. baby has slim down le.
hope that i can make your christmas this year unforgettable. ray

our 3rd month anniversary

2008-11-30T11:32:00.003+08:00

Hmmmm..... .. .. .. ... .. ...
our 3rd month anniversary was a
fun?? scary??? happy??? memories!!! (that for sure)
COMFIRM unforgettable de...

well well...
that day went with her to the see arts..
the arts was really nice..

inside the fire house

one of my favourite arts in there ^_^

the colour view from 2 side is really different lor..
mayb well that's called arts bah -_-

the alien o.O

happen to see my name appear there lor =D

nice photos taken??

weeds growing out of air-con.
(made of cotton de)

all those is made of cotton wor.. cool right?

kena snap shot

big maggots

after the arts we went for dinner at durians there lor..
then walk all the way back to clarke quay...
when we reach clarke quay my gf told me we are going to take the bungy ride..
scare the SHIT!! out of me lah... arghh......
(bite bite)
then she keep kp me to take the ride because it part of the plan.
my leg become wobby lor...
then we went further down to find a sit and she still
kp me to take the ride.
my ans was no, no NO NOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!
(hugging to the railing beside me while
she trying to pulls me away.. lol.
anyway we took the boat.. the bungy ride was a scam.. she herself also
dun dare to ride de lor.. jus di siao me only.. -_-

waiting for board the boat

on our way to durian hut

after the boat ride, we went for the singapore flyer
FINALLY I GET TO RIDE THE FLYER..
we had the whole cabin for ourselves lah..
jus the 2 of us in the cabin lor..
(lucky us)

and the scenery on top of the world

the coming IR

and that makes our end of 3rd month anniversary.
and i believes our future gonna better de..

I
LOVE
YOU MINK HO MY GIRLFRIEND

photos

2008-11-02T10:32:00.003+08:00

post some of the phoos i miss out last time =D

me in no.1

sentosa trip

me and rocky

the 3 MAN

US

my GIRLFRIEND and huskey

L.O.V.E

sentosa with her

the hunks

My date with GIRLFRIEND

SIMPLY ME

dun phon ten

2008-10-28T12:20:00.002+08:00

im quite disappointed that u said u are lazy to go school.
i also nag u to go sch is for your own good.
dun be like me.
it's either u finish the year or u drop out immediately
if u are not interested.

END...

Max payne

2008-10-28T00:44:00.003+08:00

today went for movie with my girlfriend..
well initially i wanted to watch the Tropic thunder de.
then she not yet 18.. =( end up watching Max Payne.
then broughtthe tickets without looking at the time. lol
and i thought the show start at 755 lor.. =_=

when i got the cine at 735, i took out the ticks and notice the
timing was 705!!!!! and i was late..
we both were snook for a sec lor.. haha..
the worst was, we reach there at 715.
then i go play arcade somemore..lol.

afterall the movie wasn't that nice haha.
but i have fun going out with her. ^_^
and send her home. on our way back, brought some daily stuff,
wanted to bring home de.
but i left it at her house. guess i could only bring those things
back next week..
some of it were for my mummy de haiz...
WHY AM I SO FORGETFUL?!?!?!

ANGRY FOR MYSELF LOR

without you

2008-10-28T00:41:00.001+08:00

This song chrous is mean for my girlfriend
MINK HO HUI RU =D

No I cant forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess thats just the way
The story goes
You always smile but in your eyes
Your sorrow shows
Yes it shows
No I cant forget tomorrow
When I think of all my sorrow
When I had you there
But then I let you go
And now its only fair
That I should let you know
What you should know

I cant live
If living is without you
I cant live
I cant give anymore
I cant live
If living is without you
I cant give
I cant give anymore

Well I cant forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess thats just the way
The story goes
You always smile but in your eyes
Your sorrow shows
Yes it shows

I cant live
If living is without you
I cant live
I cant give any more
I cant live
If living is without you
I cant give
I cant give anymore

it's my life

2008-10-26T14:32:00.001+08:00

im leading a happy life with my friends and my family
especially when im with my GIRLFRIEND =D

bad week

2008-10-18T11:26:00.004+08:00

this has been a terrible week for me.
firstly, during our coy sect moving test.
i cannot lead my man well.
i was choosen as a sect comd as all my sergents
was not around. then im the sect comd.
but during the sect movement test. i kinda cock up.
nvm about it since it's over.

then ytd i was suppose to book out.
but the coy lost sth important and i was activate
back to the field area to find it. kinda sucks lor
my fri kena burn just like that.
now im at home, tonight booking in for tmr guards duty.
then this week also kinda quarrel with gf alot..
duno why.
guess it due to my stress in camp ba.
being a sect comd is not easy.
i have nv been thru any training as a sergent
yet im acting as a sergent.

next week is battlion sect movement.
hope i can lead my man well and get high score for it.
i wanna work well for it.
and sorry baby that i dint have much time for you this 2 weeks.
but i will make up for it whenever i can.

bD

2008-10-18T11:26:00.001+08:00

2008-10-05T08:31:00.001+08:00

who says it doesnt bother me???
if that what you think then so be it.
if u think i do not love you.
yar yar whatsoever.
i'll leave everything up to yo to decide.
anyway it doesnt seems to make a difference if i put efforts not.
since i always forget the minors one.
and bringing u out couldnt make up for it?
then might as well we dun go out for movies all this anymore.
jus rotting at home will be better har??

bii going holiday

2008-10-05T08:12:00.002+08:00

my gf is going vietnam for holiday.. cant see her until sunday.
lucky it's only for afew days if not i will bored to death de.
ohh yar.. next sun i had a bbq at my gf place.
it was organise by my PS and PC for thanking us in our efforts.

lazy to type much lah. byebye~~~

i love you bii

2008-09-30T23:01:00.002+08:00

im sorry i threw my temper on you over the phone.
emotions just get over my head.
things happened in camp.
i just needed someone at that point of time
to vent my anger on and you happen to be the one.
i love you and i was holding you would be there for me to hug when im home.
but sadly.. you wasnt.. ... ..
i still love you and i wanted to thank you for torelate my bad temper.

finally it over

2008-09-22T06:53:00.001+08:00

finally it's the end of my 1 week holidays.
well, there's ups and downs.
but i really enjoy spending most of my time with my gf.
she pei me all the way.
thanks forbeing so nice to me.
I
LOVE
U
Hui Ru

why x3

2008-09-21T14:58:00.000+08:00

why

get

more

and

more

jealous

over

you?

suddenly

2008-09-18T17:35:00.005+08:00

suddenly i feel very stress.
stop pressuring me.
i know alot of things you still dunno yet.
but now ask me what you want to know.
im

STRESS!!!!!!

losing weight

2008-09-18T17:35:00.002+08:00

dear.. losing weight is not about not eating okie??
i know your throat pain. but at least eat sth instead
of waiting for daddy to buy dinner lor. always eat out,
not good.. ^_^

me

2008-09-18T17:35:00.000+08:00

im not angry anymore.
=D

IF

2008-09-17T22:56:00.007+08:00

IF IT REALLY HAPPEN

YOU MIGHT AS WELL DONT CONTACT ME ANYMORE

I SIMPLY DONT LIKE THAT FUCKING IDEA

IF U THINK U ARE NOT IN FAULT

THEN U DONT UNDERSTAND ME

HOT ON HEELS

2008-09-17T22:56:00.004+08:00

CAN I KILL SOMEBODY?!?!?!
I AM DAMN PISS NOW!!
WHY I DON'T KNOW!!!!
IT'S BEEN AWHILE SINCE I GOT SO ANGRY OVER SOMEBODY
ESPECIALLY GIRLFRIEND
WHY ARE YOU SO INSENSIBLE?
I DONT CARE IT HAPPEN OR NOT
BECAUSE YOU ALREADY HAVE THE INTENTION!!!!!!!
GOT IT!!!!!!!!
__

160808

2008-09-17T03:56:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 1 MONTH GIRLFRIEND

MINK

2008-09-14T08:44:00.000+08:00

LOOKING FORWARD TO OUR SUNDAY PROGRAMME ^_^

my girl my love my life

2008-09-12T13:08:00.002+08:00

my girl, please teach me how to be nice n sweet towards you.
the way i treated is alot better then the way i treat others le.
i know it not enough. but at the same time i duno how to improve either

im glad you were there this morning. although i dint see you. lol
but it alright. since you made efforts to go over there.
and sory for making u waited for my mummy for so long wor. >.<

can i

2008-09-07T11:56:00.003+08:00

it all about misunderstand

my apology

2008-09-07T00:40:00.000+08:00

im sorry i let u go there alone.
im just too engross in my games and friends.
they are the kind of friends that i treasure,
and i got not much time to gathered with.
we are busy withour own lives.
we had been together ever since young
up till now. and we sort of contacting
each other lesser and lesser.
so i was too into the game and the talk cock session
earlier on. i apologise for it.

i will try not to let this kind of things happen again >.<

who's gonna attend my GP on friday morning?
7am and only 2 members are allow to attend.
the firstthat comes into my mind is my mum and my gf.
when i invited them to it.
the answer both give was
:"HUH!!! so early ar"
and the feelings they give me was like,
they..... ... don't really want to attend like that.
well i guess it's my fault.
firstly, i dint get my gf and my mum close together.
secondly, it's too early.

it's all my fault!!!!!!!! T_T
my heart is actually crying inside,
when dear say she give up her place to my mum and sis to attend.
then my mum said the same thing too..
give up her seat to dear and my sis.
do anyone of you realise how disappointed i am?!?!
it like a parade that no one want to attend like that.
push here and there.
im.. ... ...... SPEECHLESS.....
GOING OR NOT IT DOESN'T MEAN ANYTHING TO ME ANYMORE.
IM ALRE DISAPPOINTED TO THE MAX

POP

2008-09-02T13:09:00.003+08:00

Dear, i will spend all my time with you after i POP de..
give me 2 more weeks will do..
by then, we can go kbox, bbq, JB and alot alot of places.

and if u wanna go pub work. ... .. ..
just go ahead bah.. i dun wanna be those kind of bf that
stop you from doing whatever you want de..

i will give you all the freedom you want as long as you promise
to text me when you get home can le. T_T
but just becareful working at those places lor.. it can be dangerous,
and it can be safe de only if u know how to control and
take care of yourself.
all i want is your happiness

I LOVES MY GIRLFRIEND

A million Thanks

2008-09-01T15:41:00.002+08:00

i really appreciate for what you have done to me.
i will treasure you and all you have done de..
during this 7 days,
it was you that come into my mind whenever i was feeling really tired.
you are my mental support.

I LOVE YOU

misunderstanding

2008-08-24T12:52:00.004+08:00

Firstly,
thank you my dear so understand my intention of hiding the truth from you.
my intention meant no harm to our relationship de. this you dun hab to worry =)
next time i will try to let you know de lor

Secondly,
my mum really likes you lah.. if not she will not even ask me to treasure you.
she seldom ask me to treasure my gf de.. so meaning you are special to her lor.
even she can see you are a nice lady. just that abit.. .. TALKATIVE LOL =X

Thirdly,
sorry for being so forgetful.. *_* i got very serious de STM problem de. PAI SEH hor.. =X
but i will at least try to remember the important things starting from now on. =)
and i also wun really angry you for long de. IM NOT THE KIND OF PETTY GUY OKIE ^_^
whatever i did to you is nothing special de. IT'S JUST SOMETHING A BOYFRIEND SHOULD DO. =)

Lastly,
cannot be so naggy so got to cut short now.
that ah bee hor i only add her in friendster. we did not really exchange comments or smses de okie? i added her for the sake of adding only. so you mai kia(hokkien for dun scare) lol.. i know you afraid to lose me right?? o.O heh heh heh

hope i alre ans all your question =D

my love for you

2008-08-23T11:49:00.003+08:00

I WILL NEVER LIE TO YOU
WHATEVER I SAY IS THE TRUTH
JUST LIKE WHAT I PROMISE YOU YESTERDAY
IT WILL STAY LIKE THIS AND NEVER CHANGE

friday booking out

2008-08-23T10:39:00.003+08:00

sick fuck.. friday came out saturday night going in.
and i got a 7 days in forest coming up this week.. argh..
stress lah..
i kinda hate forest lor..got snakes, wild boar, insects.
SUCKS!!!!!!
hmmm.. anyways, when i book out on fri,
i went to meet my girl and she brought me my slippers.
Thanks dear ho
wahahaha... ... . .
and together we went back to my house to have dinner.
cause i told mummy she coming over for dinner.
IM SORRY DEAR TO MADE YOU HUNGRY FOR SO LONG.
dint know i will book out so late.. if not i sure ask you go eat sth first de. =X
when we on our way back she told me her mummy saw my photo.
which is the gay-ish de lor..
last time took at east coast de.
then she alone laugh till like there's no tmr like that.
i was like so paiseh. -__-
but as long as she's happy, im enough =D

then we went home and she like a kid like that lor..
keep talking to my didi about AUDITION >.< lol ="X">.<

past tense

2008-08-23T10:29:00.003+08:00

Monday,
Monday in Ns is boring and also moody. because i was running a fever with very jia lat de sore throat lor.. could not talk for the whole day and i felt like a mute.
went for body check up for the sign up thingy(although i got no intention of signing on) but i just wanna go there waste some time nia. lolz
Anyway, im just tp sick to talk. tempreture is 37.8..
usually my tem only 36plus plus and am looking forward towards the night calling my girlfriend de but shit things just happened in camp and got to suck thumbs..
they purposly eat our admin time lor. all the way dray until 10pm then give us our phone back. so fuck up the life in camp.

i was so happy when she told me through the phone that her parents know about me and her le.. and that finally something that makes me better for the day =D
but sad things still happen.. which is i jus get to talk to her for like 15mins only.. sickening de.. i think i cant imaging my life without her now..

loves my girlfriend

Saturday

2008-08-17T12:44:00.004+08:00

Saturday,
Went out with my girl,
firstly meet her outside her house and
we went to the army at CHERVON.
and buy a polo T for my mummy, her and me.

Then we went to IMM, had AJISEN RAMAN for dinner.
it was a wonderful night.
after the dinner we went to woodlands to watch the GE TAI.
some songs were nice but some not.
my girl is a special girl with special ability lor.
she can fall asleep on standing mode. =X

the GE TAI ended around 11pm. and we walk down to the jetty.
disappointing lor.. the jetty is super dirty de lor. =(
but it's alright.
the beautiful night make up for the dirty jetty.. ..
after that, i asked her whether she wanna be my girlfriend.
and she finally agreed. after a long long time.

well, it was just a great day.

signing off with loves

("V")

GOOD NEWS

2008-08-17T12:40:00.005+08:00

I GOT A GIRLFRIEND
SHE'S A VERY NICE LADY
NAME: HO HUI RU =D
AGE, SEX & LOCATION,
FOR ME TO KNOW AND FOR YOU TO GUESS

THE NOTHING BETWEEN US BUT TRUST

starting of a very very busy and tiring BMT

2008-08-16T11:50:00.002+08:00

things are all coming up.
like 6km AHM, 16km and 24km route march.
6days field camp plus 1day live grenade throw
and more to come.
meaning my weekends gonna get burn.
this sucks man.

but well, this is the life i had to go through
or parhaps it's the life all males singaporean had to go through.

I'LL BE TRUE TO YOU FROM NOW ON.
NO LIES OR BEAT AROUND THE BUSH

song

2008-08-16T00:55:00.003+08:00

why do all the songs sounds so moody?
seriously, does the songs in your ocmputer play according to your mood people?
i duno. but suddenly i find that all my songs that is being played
sounds so moody.......................

dating back then till now.

i asked you alot of times

this time it really hurtz

why do i hurt so much this time

compare to the past?

i duno. probably i really gave you my all.

there nothing more i could say.

i dare not put in 100% of efforts.

because im afraid.

US

2008-08-15T22:23:00.006+08:00

ERROR POST!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Army Life

2008-08-15T22:03:00.002+08:00

It's was pretty smooth all along until..... .....
WEDNESDAY:
there was this training called the grenade throw.
i was throwing a dummy grenade(fake one with real weight)
It was a hot wed afternoon and our platoon sergent allow us to
take off our helmets throw.
it was going well until my turn.
i was the last few to throw and i dint not really know the tatics
to throw well.
when i was following the sequences, and i throw the grenade,
the grenade fly directly to my friends head.
(as he was also not wearing any helmet)
the grenade hit him and he bleed on the spot.
i was initially laughing and jogging over to see him.

when i reach, i saw the bleed dripping from his head
jus like a tap running like that.
my laughter turn to guiltyness.
i hurry take out my first aid dressing to wrap around his head.
and apologise to him. and my platoon sergent took him to our medical center.

i could not follow up as i still had to continue throwing.
then i throw again. and this time... ..... ...
it flew to the other platoon.
almost hit them in their head again.
but lucky they were wearing helmet.
im stress. im wondering why i couldnt throw a grenade well..
my results in NS is so far still good. but this time,
it really hurt my pride. i felt that im not that good.
i suck in fact.
i cant even throw a grenade well. why must my grenade throw
hurt my own man?!?!?!

and my pride. my performances.
it's 0 again.
i dint not recieve any punishments but i still feel guilty about
injuring him. all i can say is a word of sorry.
what worst was, when he was sent to the medical center?
our only MO in camp was sleeping and unable to attend to him.
fucking hell.. MO was suppose to attend to anyone injure at anytime!!
what worst is, the medic told him it's nothing serious,
(when blood is flowing like running tap)
dint give him any painkiller nor anything.
my faith with the army medical care drop to ZERO too.
i must learn to take care of myself from now on.

well, sorry my friends.

The Mummy

2008-08-10T11:32:00.002+08:00

9-08-08
Was suppose to see fireworks together on this day.
but she had little sleep the night before
and therefore she got too tired to go down to raffles.
i made a U-turn back to jurong east to look for her.

we went to watch movie called THE MUMMY

it was a very nice show and funny too.
i really enjoyed the date with her,
althought we miss the fireworks.
yup i was pretty disappointed at first but still alright yar.

after the movie i walk her home.
and she led me to this place inside her condo.
telling me to lookforward and dun turn back.
i stood there like a idiot without knowing what she gonna do.
after that she ask me to turn around and guess what.
she brought firecracker out to make a mini fireworks for me.
again she touch my heart.

i find her character really similar to me.
we love giving others surprises.
we love joking around and teasing one another.
what she did really made me like her more and more.
but the painful thing is we could not be together.
but it's alright. as long as i know she's happy.
im glad already.
im looking forward to all my book out.
because i wanna see her every single minute

LET'S TAKE PICTURES NEXT TIME WHEN WE ARE OUT.
we haben had any pictures taken yet

your hug, im touch

2008-08-09T14:16:00.002+08:00

been in camp all day long,
messaging you whenever im free.
you are always in my mind.
just that i did not say out
i wanted to love you but.. ...

im afraid to get hurt.
or even worst, hurt you.
last night,
maybe we had a drink too much.
we are both unhappy.
you are sad because of those people around you.
im unhappy because of you.
i hate the sight of other guys
touching you... .... .. ..
they are your friends,
i could understand.
but those are my feelings.

you could be the one im searching for all this long.
when we were talking last night,
i told you those things happened at pub,
you hug me.
initially i was stun and slowly it turns to touch.
its' really touches me. this is the first time ever,
a girl i like hugs me like that.
i like that feeling. it was warm in the heart.
it's like im being protected.
that feels nice.

im sorry that im too straight forward at times.
i say n did those things to prove my worth.
and how much u meant in my heart.
i will be there for you.
no matters what happened or what gonna happen.
we will face it together.
right now,
it just a trust i need from you.
to open up your heart again to me.
i learn from my fall.
i stand up.
and i will not do things that will hurt our trust.

请在相信我好吗??

Marksmanship

2008-08-03T09:43:00.002+08:00

Went live range on thur and fri.
it was fun but tirin.
both night reach camp around 12plus and slept at 2 plus.
i love shooting.
Personal score 30 out of 32 targets.
meaning i hit 30 target lor.
can get 31 out of 32 de.
but anger get over me.
every position is allow 4 shot each
when shooting on the standing position,
i miss my 3rd shot,
then i got so piss that i anyhow fire my 4th shot.
lucky dint kena fuck. haha
but seriously, firing was fun.
it was loud but the effect shiok ar.
shooting is totally different from movie de lor.
completely different.LOL

and yup my platoon got the most marksman de.
(marksman=28> out of 32)
we have 19 marksman while other platoon only got 13.
heh heh heh
and 8 marksman from my sections.

WE DID YOU PROUD!!!! ERIC

my PSP

2008-07-26T15:57:00.002+08:00

ytd booking out at 8 plus 9 like that..
then went out at 10 and i brought my psp to pub.
then was so freaking tired until i left it there lor.
sianz.. guess tonight have to go there n retrieve my psp le..

Pubbing

2008-07-20T14:10:00.003+08:00

Went pub last night.
actually intend afternoon go play some basketball game de.
but FUCKING SHIT!!!! it RAIN.
always like that de lor. forever like that de.
whenever i wanna go play basketball then it rain de.
fucking shit.

ended up resting at home and went drinking at night.
was drank. was EMO inside but no ones know.
dun even know why i emo lor. lol..
went back home at around 4plus. edwin was gone too. lol

New Guys is here

2008-07-13T17:47:00.004+08:00

well, the new guys..
nothing much to say,
some impress me by their 20 chin up (i only 5-7 lo)
some ZERO fighter.lolx

Genk Kia

hmmmm.. cant say much about them yet..
cos they jus came in and duno much about their character yet lo.
well.. i got a SGT who stay behind my blocks lo.. lol.
next time can zhao gu each other le.. >.<
meaning got ppl to cover my ass le buahahaha..

today spend over 100 dollars lo..
make the god damn cockenaden glasses.
super nerdy (puke)
and buy some daily things back to camp.

Well. stop here le.
carry on again next weekend.
the day i going to hold a rifle is near.

New

2008-07-13T17:47:00.001+08:00

booking in and out

2008-07-10T20:19:00.002+08:00

To my left, To my left
To my left right, (Bravo)
Left right, (Platoon 5)
Left right, (Yan Dao)

In the early morning run,
With a field pack on my bag.
With an aching in my arms,
And my body full of sweat.

Im a long long way from home,
And i miss my mother so,
In the early morning run,
When the cold wind blows

And my girlfriend blows,
And my girlfriend blows,
when my girlfriend blows,
when my girlfriend blows.

I know i know,
You had to go.
So hurry back home,
Cos i miss you so.

NS songs. lolx abit of edition. =P

Well, booking out tonight(Thursday)
Booking in tomorrow(Friday)1420.
Then book out again on saturday.
Book in again on sunday. >.<
Reason, Giank kia coming in to join us(BMT Batch)
Starting of my BMT too,
carry a real rifle soon too..

Aright.. stop here.. go to change and go for a drink n game of pool.
Ben awhile since i went boat quay alre.

Ciaos >.<

OLD BIRD

2008-07-06T16:40:00.002+08:00

Ending of PTP le..

BMT guys coming in......

meaning im a 4weeks old bird alre..

"lao jiao" >.<

i still hate being in camp.

althought it's fun but i hate being lock up.

and i miss my FREEDOM!!!!!!!!!!

short hair

2008-06-28T21:36:00.002+08:00

Army is tiring.. every morning got to wake up at 5.30
slepe at 10.30.
the first week is hard to pass..
I MISS MY MUM. I MISS MY SISTER.
I MISS EVERYONE.
BASICALLY I MISS MY FREEDOM.

after 2 week of BOTAK, im still un-used to it.
back home now, 21.38 saturday.
got to lose my freedom for another 1 year plus.
booking in at 2100 sunday. hais...

hair drop day

2008-06-10T14:55:00.000+08:00

3 more days!!!!!!!!!!

Humanpets

2008-06-08T03:59:00.000+08:00

sillysijia is sure a funny girl,
in 1 way or another =D

counting down

2008-06-07T20:16:00.001+08:00

Counting down....
6 DAYS.....
sooner or later >.<

somebody

2008-06-07T09:10:00.002+08:00

CAN SOMEONE OR ANYBODY TELL ME HOW CAN I FEEL CONTENTED??
WELL, I HAD ALL THE FUN RIGHT NOW
BUT SOMEHOW I FEEL EMPTINESS IN ME.
ALTHOUGH I APPEARED HAPPY AND CONTENTED TO EVERYONE IN MY LIFE,
I TRIED SOLVING EVERYONE PROBLEM.
BUT I AM NOT HAPPY.

WHY IS IT SO?

Martell

2008-06-05T17:38:00.001+08:00

drink

too

much

alcohol

really

bad

for

health

blog blog blog

2008-06-04T21:26:00.003+08:00

it's been awhile since i last put my face
at my blog alre. lol. shall put them here today ^_^

me after office hour

at Riz Carlton hotel

My Super Bubble Bath

Just plain old me

Joanna Birthday (late post)

21st birthday cake

sorry for the late photos (joan & jasmine)

love

2008-06-04T20:13:00.003+08:00

Love is nice at times,
Love is sad at times,
Love is sweet at times,
Love is nusiances at times.

humans have alot of obstacles to overcome,
but the hardest obstacles to overcome is
LOVE

Kung Fu Panda

2008-06-03T07:43:00.001+08:00

I WANNA WATCH KUNG FU PANDA.
LOOKS NICE

arghh

2008-06-02T17:07:00.000+08:00

my stomach is very very pain.
too much air inside le..

Chris Brown

2008-06-01T17:54:00.001+08:00

Yo this is Nappy Boy radio live
With ya boy T-Pain
We love rap music
Listen, uh we got a caller on line one
Caller what's your problem:
Hello, I'm on the radio with T-Pain
(How's it going, yea)
It ain't going good
My girl ain't doing her things she used to do
And oh... I got just what you need
Brand new Chris Brown, T-Pain
You heard it hear first Nappy Boy Radio
We love you...

Hey...
She want that lovey dovey (lovey dovey)
That kiss kiss (kiss kiss)
In her mind she fantasize bout getting with me
They hating on me (hating on me)
They wanna kiss kiss (kiss kiss)
Because she mine, and so fine
And thick as can be

She want that lovey dovey (lovey dovey)
That kiss kiss (kiss kiss)
In her mind she fantasize bout getting with me
They hating on me (hating on me)
They wanna kiss kiss (kiss kiss)
Because she mine, and so fine
And thick as can be

I'm a country boy from Tappahannock (aaooo)
VA is where I reside
So shawty understand it (aaooo)
And I know I just turned 18
And I get a little mannish (aaooo)
And you see this bandanna hanging
That means I'm like a bandit
Like-like a bandit-bandit
(Aawwww, ruff)
I got paper girl (ruff)
The Lamborghini (ruff)
With the spider seats (ruff)
You neva seen it (aaooo)
So get it shawty
We parking lot pimping in my dome
And I know what you want

She want that lovey dovey (lovey dovey)
That kiss kiss (kiss kiss)
In her mind she fantasize bout getting with me
They hating on me (hating on me)
They wanna kiss kiss (kiss kiss)
Because she mine, and so fine
And thick as can be

She want that lovey dovey (lovey dovey)
That kiss kiss (kiss kiss)
In her mind she fantasize bout getting with me
They hating on me (hating on me)
They wanna kiss kiss (kiss kiss)
Because she mine, and so fine
And thick as can be

I'm the epitome of this demonstration
I got the remedy
Ya feeling me
So why is you hating on my anatomy
It's bird like (yeah)
You heard right
Girl I'm the king so that means I'm flyyy (awwww ruff)
If you wit it girl (ruff)
Get it poppin (ruff)

Roll wit me (ruff)
Ain't no stopping (aaooo)
So get it shawty
We parking lot pimping in my dome
and I know what you want

She want that lovey dovey (lovey dovey)
That kiss kiss (kiss kiss)
In her mind she fantasize bout getting with me
They hating on me (hating on me)
They wanna kiss kiss (kiss kiss)
Because she mine, and so fine
And thick as can be

She want that lovey dovey (lovey dovey)
That kiss kiss (kiss kiss)
In her mind she fantasize bout getting with me
They hating on me (hating on me)
They wanna kiss kiss (kiss kiss)
Because she mine, and so fine
And thick as can be

(T-Pain)
Ah ah ah ah ah
Shawty lem'me holla at you
You so hot hot hot hot
You think I'd be hollen if you not not not not
I'm king of the town you can take a look around
Teddy Penderassdown in the spot spot spot spot
(Yeaah) I got money on me
(Yeaah) baby girl no problem
(Yeaah) you rolling shawty
(Yeaah) let's hit McDonald's (ruff)

It's TP and CB
Im'ma nappy boy (random sh**)

Oowweee

She want that lovey dovey (lovey dovey)
That kiss kiss (kiss kiss)
In her mind she fantasize bout getting with me
They hating on me (hating on me)
They wanna kiss kiss (kiss kiss)
Because she mine, and so fine
And thick as can be

She want that lovey dovey (lovey dovey)
That kiss kiss (kiss kiss)
In her mind she fantasize bout getting with me
They hating on me (hating on me)
They wanna kiss kiss (kiss kiss)
Because she mine, and so fine
And thick as can be

T-Pain
Chris Brown
Yeaaaaaa

We are live back on nappy boy radio
This is your boy DJ pain
I gotta get outta hurr man
I just wanna leave with it
If you aint got it by now then your just aint getting it
Lets go

Nappy Boy (aaa) and Pretty Boy (aaa)
Nappy Boy (aaa) and Pretty Boy (aaa)
Boy I say
Nappy Boy and Pretty Boy
Nappy Nappy Nappy and Pretty Boy

5, 4, 3, 0 yeah

pubbing is my life

2008-06-01T17:08:00.001+08:00

last night went pub drinking..
and i was drunk.
my friend is drunk.
everyone is drunk. haha.
will try to update some pic sooner or later.
=D

simply me

2008-05-29T01:07:00.000+08:00

TOO BORED TO BLOG

fucking EDWIN

2008-05-24T20:13:00.002+08:00

FUCKING HELL..
BECAUSE OF YOUR I HABEN HAD ANYTHING TO EAT FOR THE WHOLE DAY.
YOU FUCKING SCUM!!!!!!!!!!

Lappys' DEAD

2008-05-24T19:53:00.003+08:00

RAY IS NOT GONE YET.
IM STILL ALIVE AND I DINT WENT MIA LOH.
IS MY COMPUTER SPOILT THEN CANT ONLINE.
(ACTUALLY IS CANT ON LAH)
HEH HEH >.<

SO HOW'S EVERYONE LEADING ON WITH THEIR LIFE?
OHH YEAH. UPDATE ABIT ABOUT MYSELF NOW.

Firstly, i quited my job.
it was a nice job but the people there were MEAN.
i mean they were super MEAN.
they love back stabbing others. and i hate working with this kind of people.
SO I QUITED THE JOB(unemployed)

Secondly, im going NS soon.
13th of June is the date.
sad lor.. i will try to make sure i arrange meetings with my friend be4 i go in de.
(sounds like going to jail like that) =X
hmmm...
for more info, please read below ^_^
Lim chu kang camp, 4SIR, infrantry unit.
SIANZ LAH. sian to the max.

Thirdly, people, you got my number you call me lah..
since my blog is as good as dead le.. diaox lor.. =O
after this update duno when will update again. =(
Booos...

hard work=hard work

2008-04-20T16:47:00.002+08:00

Thursday
woke up 6 in the morning.
iron my wet polo T cause suppose to wear polo for
work that day.
and yup.
It's my 1st day of work so looking forward to it.
but im late
when start of the day.
did 3 sales lor. but it was really tiring.
from 11am start work all the way until 7plus
in the evening.
after work went to buy a pair of comfortable shoe.
cause the one i wearing is 1 size smaller.
and it reall hurts my feet. got 5 blisters.
*PAINFUL LOR* >.< (nobody sayang me) =( after buying my shoe then went 131 look for my mum. and got a haircut. well after hair cut i look smarter *giggles* and went dinner with my mum and went home.

Friday
woke up 7.15am
im late. shower and rush everything and took a cab to work.
(hoping i wasn't late by taking a cab)
but F**K. i met with a traffic jam in the middle of the highway.
totally sian. and reach my office at 8.50am
after a morning meeting, went out to the field.
my buddies for friday is dinesh and benjur.
they are nice people.
well it's my 2nd day and im still quite nervous meeting
peoples on the field. haha. and it was a really bad day fer me.
i got 5 sales for the day. but they are done by benju and dinesh de.
meaning they did those 5 sales for me. Thanks guys ^_^
reach back office at 8plus 9 like that.
IT WAS SUPER LATE LO!!!
cos i meeting joan for brenda birthday.
okie. joan was waiting for me at jurong east station at 9.
and i reach at around 10 like that.
well im being delay by work.
not i want de. =(
SORRY JOAN =(
meet her and she couldn't recongise me lor.
(cause i suddenly too handsome le)
*giggles*
and we went Bukit Panjang.
went there pass brenda her presents.
(show some face le)
and we left shortly.
cause i was really tired le.
super sleepy after a whole day work.

Saturday
today im wasn't late cause my colleague gave me a wake up call.
thanks joyce for your call ^_^
and it suppose to be a half day work for saturday and end up finishing work
at 6plus 7 leave office. my boss treat everyone in the office to a movie.
but Boss dint go.
okie it funny. we all reach cine AGAIN.
reason why i say again is cause everyone was working at orchard area
during the day.
then night time still come cine for movie. >.<
we all got different movie to watch.
but we wanted to watch together.
the jet lee movie some dowan watch
then i want watch doomsday,
some also dowan.
ended up we watch a F**KING nonsense.
we watch funny games. (which wasn't funny)
then 8 of us went movie
5 of us sleeping,
2 went out to smoke and did not return.
only 1 is watching.
damn right?
seriously that movie damn cock.
it's call "FUNNY GAMES"
it wasn't funny at all.
it's a stupid low barget movie.
after that simon drives us home =)

im drain

2008-04-17T23:52:00.001+08:00

i got 5 blisters.
it's painful
i got a right sore eye.
it's painful too.
that all im tired good night. will update soon.

BTW,

With You

2008-04-12T16:54:00.000+08:00

With You lyrics

I need you boo, (oh)
I gotta see you boo (hey)
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight [x2]

[Verse 1]
Hey! Little mama,
Ooh, you're a stunner
Hot..little figure,
Yes, you're a winner
And I'm so glad to be yours,
You're a class all your own
And..
Oh, little cutie
When..you talk to me
I swear..the whole world stops
You're my sweetheart
And I'm so glad that you are mine
You are one of a kind and..

[Bridge]
You mean to me
What I mean to you and..
Together baby,
There is nothing we won't do
'cause if I got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.
And..

[Chorus:]
Oh!
I'm into you,
And girl,
No one else would do,
'cause with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I know I can't be the only one,
I bet there heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of they life who feel..
Wat I feel when I'm

With you [x5]
Girl..
With you [x5]

[Verse 2]
Oh girl!
I don't want nobody else,
Without you, there's no one left then,
You're like Jordans on Saturday,
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now,
Hey! Little shawty,
Say you care for me,
You know I care for you,
You know...that I'll be true,
You know that I won't lie,
You know that I would try,
To be your everything..yeah..

[Bridge]
'cause if I got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.
And..

[Chorus]

With you [x5]
Oh..
With you [x5]
Yeah Heh..

[Bridge 2]
And I..
Will never try to deny,
that you're my whole life,
'cause if you ever let me go,
I would die..
So I won't front,
I don't need another woman,
I just need your all and nothing,
'cause if I got that,
Then I'll be straight
Baby, you're the best part of my day

I need you boo,
I gotta see you boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight [x2]
Woo Oh.. Yeah
They need it boo,
They gotta see their boo,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight,
Hearts all over the world tonight [x2]

[Chorus]

With you [x5]
Girl..
With you [x5]
Oh..

Job Hunt

2008-04-11T20:37:00.003+08:00

Long long time. Been slacking for a really LONG time.
not working nor excercising. im old man hohoho. =)
today went job hunt at 2 locations. the first,
not going to mention cause i majiam got scam.
thought what retailing is that.
back to square: MLM network marketing. =,=
worst to worst, is the company i work at be4. =,=
Venture Era somemore. TOTALLED SIANZ =,=

mmm,be4 going to the 2nd interview,
dropped by PS and had erm mm dinner?
with Brenda. she's so funny lor.
mixed around with her "colleagues" and yar.
they were funny + i was speechless.
and yar. brend is PIG enough de lor.
her colleague "A" prank call her and ask for nokia phone
(she's working under sony ericsson)
then she reply sorry this is sony ericsson outlet.
then "A" ask her whether just now got ppl called and ask about nokia ar.
Brend: "Yar lor, duno who so di siao lor.."
"A": "yar lor. duno who so di siao hor. (arm chio)"
Brend: "is it you????"
"A": "Not me not me. erm duno."
Brend: "ohh ok. tell you all hor, nowadays duno why so many ppl got our outlet number leh."(still wondering whose that caller)
Ray: "hey brenda, you ZHU ar?!?! she ask you got ppl called and di siao meaning is her alre lor. =,="
Brend: (sians + shy face)

Back to the job thingy,
the 2nd interview not so bad.
it's a shop located at Raffles selling ladies wear.
It's called "Architect"
well, i liked that shop and i like the ladies clothes that they sell.
kinda high ends too i think =P

well job hunt at again tmr. ^_^
hey, today miraclous i dint play my PSP,
in fact i was reading another Low Kay Hwa's novel again
and i was reading when i got spare time,
like on train,waiting, and erm.. just when i got time LOL.
NOW,
check the thing i brought and bought today

plus a newspaper too...

I Believe You

2008-04-10T20:49:00.002+08:00

Come across this novel.
It's called "I Believe You"
by a local author (Low Kay Hwa)

This book is about romance and it's really touching.
It talks about a girl name Joanna Fung and a boy Jacky Wu.
the girls think she's curse and could curse anyone to death.
the boy believes she's not and tried to convince her that
it's just mere mental illness. slowly they started to fall in love
with each other and things happens.
Jacky is dianose with brain cancer and had to undergo surgeon
which the doctor only had 15% of success. but if he does not
undego surgery, he only have months to live.
He went for the surgeon but will he wake up?
or does their sad love story ends this way? well,
buy this book and read up.
it's really interesting and yet touching.

Well, you can roughly read up here,
this is definitely worth reading.
http://www.goodybooks.com/ibelieveyou.htm

Maybe it's not about what tomorrow can offer you,
but about what you can offer to today.

early nights

2008-04-10T18:59:00.002+08:00

well.
he says monday. but i cant really put alot of faith in it.
i guess it better to earn my own bucks =)
nothings is free in this world and i learn it at this age.
kinda old.

hmmm... suddenly i got this idea of being a comic artist.
it's my interests in drawings but i dun believe i will make it big.
was watching superman return and outta sudden.
my mind come up with tons of my own super heroes.
thinking of drawing them out. but yeah,
the word "laziness" led nothing out of them haha.
guess i could only keep them in my brain twirling and twirling
ciaoz
shooo~~~~~~~~~

early morning

2008-04-09T11:32:00.004+08:00

wake up at 6plus am this morning.
reason: slept at 7pm the previous night.
so tired that i even skip my dinner.

anyway fixed myself some hotcakes for breakfast

it's nice can. yummy
Bonjour =D

well nothing much and change my songs for my blog.
well, it's the hottest smoothing songs in clubs.
i think... ^_^

Step Up 2

2008-04-07T23:56:00.003+08:00

Today went movie with Brenda
DAMN!!! waited 53mins for her under her blocks =,=
DAMN DAMN DAMN!!! i hate waiting argh...
alright then went cinelesiure again.

acc her to shop for clothes.
and she was dropping by every shop to ask her friends come down her
bday lor.. (well.. her friends was working in most of the shops)
haha. brought the tickets at 7.10pm de cause she got a bday
party to attended ltr that evening.
and sorry, today no photos. lol

forget to take pictures.
well, we watch STEP UP 2

a great movie indeed.
as good as STEP UP 1.
i simply love both 1 & 2.
yeah. that movie totally ignite my craving for dance man.

Cmon, when could i really get that opputunities to
battle out in the durian hut??
who is the world i know is a good hip hop dancer?
basically bboy-ing, foorworks or free style hip hop im in.
but please no lyrical hip hop man
it look so sissy to me. =)

Fallen angel

2008-04-07T14:14:00.002+08:00

My previous skin had be using for some time and
yar, it a new change for a new start.
been really along long time since i change blogskins
alre and i almost forgotten how to change or what to do.
>.<

stop here. gtg meet some friend and yar.
more post tonight or tmr.
(not forgetting photos) =D

is this the start

2008-04-06T15:59:00.004+08:00

saturday
hmmm. abit of conflicts in the afternoon.
but i guess it goes well ltr evening =D
sorry simone and joan for being late.
was have gastric pain while having my late late dinner.

meet up with simone,joan,sammi and brenda around 8.30pm???
actually i went to meet brenda first then joined in simone they all

funny thing is.
brenda seems to know joan,
and joan seems to know brenda too.
lol. the 2 bai chi girl go keep asking each other you are whose friend and stuff.

anyway, brenda seems to mix along well with everyone there =D
that a good sign haha.
and yar initially our planning was like dinner le then either movie or K session mah.
but due to im super late. joan couldn't join us for either movie or K
im still sorry joan =(
then simone drives us to cine and drop us off first and send joan home.
slacking for awhile and yar.
simone and me is totally craving for K.
but brenda and my sammi is craving for clubs =,=

yeah so we went to party world and...
sorry no room at the moment.
then sianz lor. go to MOS and spend the rest of the night there.
lol. initially i was quite bored de.. but halfway in MOS my mood started to pick up.
i guess that dancing is still one of my favourite hobbies even though
i was like 4-5months dint step into clubs O_O
guess it just MOS that gives me this kind of feelings.
well got afew drinks and took some pictures there too ^_^

going to 5am. i was dancing halfway and i notice a group of guys
battling hip hop behind me.
i was like WOW *_* and dare not joined in.
my skills are not polish yet =X
hah hah. and there's this certain guys. his footworks really impress me.
(well im one of those footworks dancer too)
im gonna dance like him someday.
learn thru youtube first >.<

and yar thanks simone for driving us home and to mum mum at geylang

Well, comment for this photoshop skills please? was editing for my friend.

It's me and Brenda

Still me and her

Now who am i gonna kiss? =D

Careless Whisper

2008-04-05T11:28:00.000+08:00

i feel so unsure
as i take your hand and lead you to the dance floor
as the music dies, something in your eyes,
calls to mind a silver screen and all it's sad good-bye
i'm never gonna dance again guilty feet have got no rhythm
though it's easy to pretend, i know you're not a fool
i should have known better than to cheat a friend
and waste the chance that i've been given
so i'm never gonna dance again the way i dance with you
time can never mend the careless whisper of a good friend
to the heart and mind, ignorance is kind
there's no comfort in the truth pain is all you'll find
i'm never gonna dance again guilty feet have got no rhythm
though it's easy to pretend, i know you're not a fool
i should have known better than to cheat a friend
and waste the chance that i've been given
so i'm never gonna dance again the way i dance with you
tonight the music seem so loud
i wish that we could lose this crowd maybe it's better this way
we hurt each other with the things we want to say
we could have been so good together
we could have lived this dance forever
but now who's gonna dance with me, please stay
now that you're gone now that you're gone
was what i did so wrong, so wrong
that you have to leave me along

a flash

2008-04-05T10:57:00.002+08:00

just a blink of eye and we know each other for more then 7 months.
cools. i just realise i had my blog for 7 month and still active.
guess it's not jus a blog for me.
it's sth more, like a dairy or a journal for
remarks,complains, comments and stuff.

time really flies. seems like im getting old.
hmmm. afterall i still treasure the friendship
between simone, joanne and jasmine.
yar. i know simone for like ehh. going 2 years?? o.O
and jasmine & joanne for like 7months plus plus and on going.
life is short.
people walk in and out of each other lifes.
but i would like to keep this friendship in and not out.
if only we could realise our mistake in time and do amendments
all human are stuborn and selfish.
some are even cunning.

well, i list myself under all this 3 cat.
but 1 thing for sure is i will never betray a friend
UNLESS they betray me first.
im stuborn at times and yar i will apologise if it's my
mistake. some don't. and yar im selfish.
all because i simply cant put too much trust in a person
IM AFRAID OF BETRAYAL.
in relationship or friendship.
the only times when i put down my guards is when im at home
facing my family members.
they are those that i trust although
i seldom face my problems with them.

Well i guess that's how my life should be. =D
so chill everyone =)

close filed

2008-04-04T15:10:00.002+08:00

some ppl said woman are 三姑六婆.
well.. somehow i quite agree with that.
bad things pass faster thru woman.
(no offences ladies) *peace*
=D

bad bad day

2008-04-01T22:58:00.002+08:00

Today i had a bad day of my life and i believes this is not the worst yet.
but im afraid the worst is coming soon.
Face it like a man or run away like a chicken?!?!?!
i duno. im unsure of my capabilites.
if only im more able. if only.....

anyway after finish doing my stuffs,
wander around at chinatown alone.
and drop by clarke quay at my ex workplace for a meal.
BY MYSELF.
went in.
my ex colleague was shock to see me.
shuld be surprise instead of saying shock
pardon me for my bad english.
(will improve de)
back to the dinner thingy.
i dare to say it's the best ramen i ever tasted in SG.
(i seldom eat ramen too =X)
yupyup..

after finishing my ramen,
my ex collagues scam me into buying them milktea lor..
(as usual) lol. and brought 4 cups up for them.

enough talks. cos me...
current mood: moodless

upload some of the recently pictures of myself.

dandan & wenzi

kent laoda

soup almost finish up by me

asahi beer DRY